“WEIGHT MACHINES ARE STUPID IDEA” AND SOME MOTIVATIONAL IDEAS

I think the person who invented weight machine must have been a true sadist. There is nothing good about the idea to use a weight machine to figure out how healthy or fit you are. I have found out my own method to check my progress and success. I take a picture of mine in the same dress every week. Let me be honest, I take my picture in black color skin tight dress. There is nothing wrong about feeling great, is there? So I take my picture. This week by week picture gives me an idea if I am losing weight. It doesn’t matter what the weight machine says, if I am looking better, I don’t care how much I weight. And if I am feeling better, it doesn’t even matter how I look. So the key is not to know what your weight is. The key is in doing something for your body which can make you FEEL good.

My days are going busy. But now Agrima is 3 months old. She has a more stable sleep pattern. So I am hoping to commit to a workout plan. As I told yesterday, I have ordered this book called “Run your butts off”; I am frantically waiting for it to arrive. A part of me tells me that the book will give me good advice, agreed, but ultimately I will have to do the right thing. But there is this naughty part of me which says, don’t worry, only by receiving the book you will start to slim down :). I know that is a stupid idea.

These days my eating pattern has gone haywire. I eat my lunch at 3 p.m. This is bad. I am not proud of this. But a part of me tries to convince me that once I will start to pay more attention to my workout, this pattern will change. I sincerely hope that it will change.

There is a nagger in every person. Whenever I start something good, this nagger in me says, why you didn’t do this earlier. It is really difficult to shut this bi**h up. I can’t understand why my nagger can’t leave me alone. OK, I didn’t do this earlier, but now I am starting. Do I not need encouragement for that? I do. So today I am taking a conscious decision. I am saying it aloud- “Bit*h, I don’t want to hear you. My today is my reality and today I am taking the decision to stay fit. I will achieve this. So kindly leave.”