First of all, I am not doing much exercise for past few days. I have a deadline. Not that I am working too hard for it, I just am thinking too much. There are days I feel awful. Today is one such day. Why am I sad? I don’t know. I think there are lots of things. But mainly it is because of Facebook. I keep adding people. I keep sending messages. No one initiates conversation with me. I am feeling lonely in cyber space. This is funny. I know. What does it has to do with my exercise? Nothing, exercise is not end of life. Weight is not end of life. I am fat. So what? There was a time when I was not so fat. There would be time when I will not be this fat. It is OK to be fat sometime in life. If you ask me what I am feeling this very moment, I am feeling pathetic. It’s weird. Why am I writing this blog? Why am I spreading more negative energy in the world? Is it not the space I have created to cheer fellow weight losers. I like the word. Weight losers… the kind of losers who are not losers! I don’t want to write. I don’t want to do anything right now. This is a bad day. I have not done any work in entire day. I am very anxious about a channel presentation.
Agrima is sleeping. She just fell asleep. My Mom put her to bed. My Mom is helping me a lot these days. She keeps Agrima most of the time so I can exercise, I can work and I can roam around. I have started to value my mother much more since I have become a mother. There are so many small things she does for me. I had started to appreciate these small things after marriage, but now that I am a mother, I feel much more appreciation for my Mom.
One good thing, I am keeping my diet in check. I eat 6-7 meals a day.
1- 1 banana, 10 dry fruits + tea (1/2 spoon sugar)[I want to cut down this tea]
2- Breakfast+ tea
3- Lunch
4- Sukha bhel+ 2 egg white+ tea
5- Fruit
6- Dinner
7- 1 cup milk with Bonvita
Today I had an extra cup of milk in the evening also.
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